Am I bored or just stressed?

I looked for -myinnersense- in the google, and a lot of the same name came up.
One of them was written by someone who in the photo was black, in the writing,arabic and in the name was something very similar to indian names.
He had tried to write something in Greek but it came out something very very weird.
I couldn't make sense of what I was reading,...
very strange indeed.

Today I cooked mouzaka.
You see, my son has come back for short holidays from Italy where he has been studying for three years..It is a celebration -for every mother- to have her child around and I try to please him.
To remember his mother after I have gone...completely ..
I am only 52 but time flies and only a few occasions for such a fussy dish come round.

I am tired and bored.
A lot of people have made me feel very bad.
They  were offensive and intrusive.

They were impolite and cruel.
I can't cope very easily with such behavour..I just can't.
It creates in my a very deep sourse of dispair.
Well. that's  all for now.

Burned out.

I have stayed at home all day.
It is a nice day and I should have gone to the beach, to see some people, or just a drive ride.
Instead, I am watching  films, and  writing on the blog.
I am tired, that's why.
Tired of having something to do, something to attend to, something to investigate and probably feel tense afterwards- for my other blog.
A person needs some rest, some time off, to swich off and  relax.
I really need some relaxation,mentally and phisically.
I can't really say which I need most, but I feel that it is urgent before I burn myself totally out with so many different things I  occupy my mind all the time.
So, I have some remaining days to rest and to be lazy.
Being lazy, is not a bad thing if you can afford it.
Rich people get-interesting- . They can travel, have hobbies or do sports.
Poor people get just that. Lazy, with nothing in between.
I have been in the middle, but I quicky reach at a point that when I don't have a job to do, I don't have anything to do..
Well, this is a lie ,but i wanted to give some emphasis to my point.
You don't need   money to write on the blogs, to be interested in common affairs and participate in them, to go for a walk with the dogs, or to go swimming.
You can do things, but our energy and will ,are burning out from what we are forced  to deal with.

Hot -heat and scrouching sun

This is a very hot day, and I really have to go for a swim ,otherwise i will have something to regret later on, when the winter days come short and cold to make our time full of uncomplished memories

A forgotten blog

This is a a long forgotten blog. I had totally forgotten it, when someone reminded me of its mail.
So, I suddenly remembered my code and..there it is..still on the air.
It has almost been more than 3 years since I last wrote in it, and I am trully amazed of what I read.
Things have changed dramatically, and my attept to write a novel in a form of a diary seems so bad now...
I am not a writer -as it obviously seems to be the truth- and what I have written it is bad writing..So, I erased them..

Anyway, I won't try to continue it, but I will try to write in English, as it is a good practice to keep in touch with the language.
I hope to keep writing, and who knows!! It may get better!

I read an old post about my bad financial situation!
Only if I knew then how bad it would become during the years I wouldn't have complainted!!

It is actually a little funny to think  that it can't get any worse but still!! it does.
The potential of catastrophic situations is limitless as it seems!

Good Lord and Holly Mary DO SOMETHING!

16 Αυγούστου 2014

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